Sometimes I swear you do stuff on purpose just to make me feel like shit. I am so tired of being made out to look like a bitch so that you can feel better about being an asshole and justify your shitty behavior. "I have to watch porn. Have you seen what a frigid bitch I'm married to?" "I have to use meth. Have you seen what a lazy bitch I married?" No, you have never said it out loud. But, all of your actions and choices speak volumes. You are "so committed" to the horribly broken bitch you married that everyone else has such pity on you that you can do nothing wrong. Cause, well, what do you expect from a man who has to deal with "HER" all the time. I get it. You don't have anything left for me anymore. But here's the thing, I deserve better and I know my worth without you. Your the only one in this marriage that is unaware of what is really going on. These are the last days of our dying love. It is so sad. just so fucking sad.